double twenty

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Secondly, it is finally the twentieth twenty seven. Since a month ago (if I'm not mistaken), I've been thinking about this double twenty. Seems special, and I hope it really is.

Being with someone in twenty months isn't so easy. Especially for him. Being with me maybe a little mistake but sweet. It is hard to face my mood, habits, and my stubbornness. But he did well so far. Even though, he often made me mad and upset and angry, but also happy and smile and laugh.

Twenty months do not a short period of time. But it is short at the same time.

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The first twenty, it is the twentieth April twentieth. The second decade of my life. Yeah, my life's getting shorter and i don't know when I will leave this life. It's a bit scaring to think about how the time flies this fast. The more pressures also come. So many things have to be done, it feels like so.

It is not easy to pass through this twenty years old. But, there's nothing that I cannot do as long as I believe that Allah never leave me even a second. And also, the parents who always be by my side and support me in their prayers and silence. 

Maturity. The biggest challenge, I think. As the time pass by, the process of being a woman from a girl could be seen in the end. The people around me, they help me to achieve that phase. The one, who often says that he loves me, he gives me strength and always be a good listener (after Allah) and always be my brother, my best friend, and my soulmate. 

Gifts. There was no gift as many as the previous birthday. But there was a surprise from the close friends. A real surprise because I really didn't have any idea of that kind of thing. Smile, that's the only way to express my emotion of happiness and being surprised. Thanks!

Double twenty. Special though. Really mean it ^_^ 

Thank God for this life.

Thanks Mom and Dad and sister for being in my life.

Thanks Kevin Gibran for being someone whom I dream to be in my future.

Thanks all friends, best friends, and close friends for bringing colours into my life and make it more alive.

What a precious twenty(s) is (are) in this year :D

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